i really miss you，darling

i really miss you.....

i know why i cant stand to be without you...
your attitude on the other day made my mind change.

i was a little bit afraid of believing a lover，as you were.
but you expressd your feeling as is.....

i remembered your word "i cant control myself."

cant you?

as you do...
nowadays i started to feel pain because of being away from you.
before i could bear... so i said to you "we can bear，at least i can."
you said "i cant.but im trying. because i knew how much you love me as i do."
i can understand your feeling now...sorry and thank you darling.

i feel pain，darling... >_<

three days to go.
i hope i would pass the exam...

frankly speaking，sometimes i feel tiredness.
but i cant tell you such a thing...
it’ll makes your and my mind break...i know that，but i feel...